Missing my 'old sister'

Mcmana nk mulakn eh??? Let me straight to the point je. Jujurnya ak rasa mcm kecewa n sakit hati cara kakak ak layan ak.....rasa mcm acuh x acuh n there's no sincerity at all. Bila ak nk say or citer smthng die mcm xminat n xbg response pun, bile tanya pun pendek je jawab, mcm susah sgt n xhepi pun nk ckp dgn ak. Is it just my feeling or is it true? If it just my feeling, I really didn't like this feeling n it's hurting me.....I feel sad. I want my 'old sister' back. I want her to return to her old self. I miss the 'old her' :'(  what should I do now? Should I just ignore her or pretend like nothing happen? Well for now, frankly speaking, I treated her half-heartedly, so that I would not too hurting.... it's fair right? I didn't want to do that though...... ... :'(

1st try dlm mbuat Vegeroni Goreng Ala Mamak

Perkara yg ak nk wat lps SPM salah satunya ialah cuba masak benda baru, mean try memasak mknan yg ak xprnh wat sblm ni...1st try dlm memasak 'Vegeroni Goreng Ala Mamak'. It's a success! Rupa dia kurang memuaskn tp rasa die ok la skadar utk memuaskn ak n family ak....utk sedap lg, ak tambahkn bawang goreng n kentang goreng..... my 1st try is a success bcos the taste is tasty n delicious...... I just need to improve in my decoration....... next time ak akan try wat resepi lain. bbyong!

PISA

Skrg ni 1st things yg ak nk wat lps SPM ialah baca novel. I bought this novel during Pesta Buku Antarabangsa. ....aww miss this time so much. Skrg mnyesal plk sbb ak beli satu novel je, padahal novel kt situ brlambak n murah plk tu....Btw, ak nk enjoy novel ni dulu la, ada hari blh beli lg novel baru ....jjang!

Holiday n Freedom

About SPM.....let's forget about it for awhile, enjoy the holiday n freedom........ bile pikir balik mmg bnyk benda nk wat lps abis SPM so baik enjoy skrg sblm mula college life, masa tu time nk enjoy pun xcukup da... so let's enjoy ourself to the fullest :-D

Suffocated

Mcmna ni.....setiap masa rasa mcm dlm penjara je.... what should I do?  I hate this uneasiness...... sure bnyk bad effect drpd result spm bile kluar nnt....apa ak akn diterima msk U? Apa reaksi parents ak? Mcmana ak nk mnghadap family ak yg lain? I'm so embarrassed with myself. .....just what have I done Ya Allah...... Astaghfirullah Al-Azim......im so scared right now :'(

Kesal

T.T asal semua jd mcmni? Kalo pemeriksa tgk kertas exam mesti die akn kata student ni mcm xstudy langsung utk SPM :'( asal kepala ak susah sgt nk mnghafal? Nk faham? Ya Allah.....im really suffocated rite now. I can't enjoy the life after SPM that people have been talking about. ......im regretting it a lot.... I really..really want to re-take the paper :'(

SPM Ramalan

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